Sunday, March 25, 2012

Blessed Beyond Measure.

God has blessed me beyond measure. Yes, I have days where the light at the end of the tunnel just does not seem visible. Days when I just can not seem to feel his powerful presence, but at that moment He is there all the more. Psalm 37 has always been a very powerful chapter of the Bible for me. And this week the Lord has really impressed the following verses on my heart.

"The steps of a man are established by the LORD, And He delights in his way. When he falls, he will not be hurled headlongBecause the LORD is the One who holds his hand."

I find it very interesting that throughout my life different parts of this chapter have become very real and applicable. I have been thinking about future plans lately. I know many of you have experienced  the stress and confusion these thoughts bring. Thankfully, God has the tendency to "knock on my door" and reminded me of his incredible glory and the fact that He alone has established my steps. He has it all set in order, he knows what has happened, what is happening, and what will happen. He looks at me and says, "My child, what are you worrying about. Don't you trust me? Stop doubting/ troubling yourself with plans too great for you, and believe".

It is amazing how important God's timing is. Time and time again I am reminded through powerful testimonies and through scripture how God provides for you by sending everything from matchbox cars to full-ride scholarships. We know that God truly does cause all things to work together for good to those who love God, and are called according to His purposes. Sometimes trusting Him is the hardest step in that equation. Not only does He establish all my steps, but when I fall (because we all know that each and every one of us will and does fall) I won't go crashing to the ground in a huge heap. God is holding my hand! The creator of the universe. The One being that all of creation glorifies. HE HOLDS MY HAND! How wonderful is that. I may fall, but the misery will only be enough for a lesson I am not going to be cast to the ground or tossed aside. Yahweh is holding my hand and because of this I don't need to fear falling, or failure. This may happen, but "my God's got my back" and He has my steps all mapped out. It is so freeing to know that I do not need to worry about the future, because God knows the plans He has for me and He will make me prosper. All praise and glory to my Savior.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

I went down to the beach today. It was slightly cloudy and I didn't want it too downpour on me, so I only stayed long enough to breathe in the sea air and snap a few pictures. I thought maybe you would enjoy a "glimpse" of the place I live. 



“We know only too well that what we are doing is nothing more than a drop in the ocean. But if the drop were not there, the ocean would be missing something.” 
― Mother Teresa 

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Why I love what I do.

This is one of the reasons why I love what I do...

Tonight after a long day of teaching and being with ten and eleven year olds; one of my teammates and I went into the dorms to sing with the children. {On our campus there is a dorm that houses the children while they are with us at camp for 5 days and 4 sleeps.} We usually do this on Thursday evening because the children will be graduating from our Character school and returning to their homes the next day. This evening we were not going to go. It had been a long and trying day and I'll admit, I was ready for bed. So we decided not to go, but changed our minds. Plans were quickly reversed and we went to sing to the children. The last song we sang says,

"Goodnight, goodnight.
I will see you in the morning.
Always remember that I love you.

The sun soon is coming,
The day will be dawning.
So goodnight, goodnight. 
J.... will take care of you."

We have an incredible opportunity to let the students know exactly how much we love them and care about them. And hope they will grow up to be young men and women of outstanding character, with the ability to make the right choices.

[Many of the children this week come from single parent homes or from a home for children (either orphans or their parents can no longer care for them), so it is such a blessing that we are able to love them, hug them and sing to them. And hopefully they will take some of the lessons from this week with them as they continue on their journey.]

#1- I love what I do because (although not always with words) I have the ability to share the love of The Father with these beautiful and wonderful children.